Fear is the worst feeling I’ve ever felt in my life. Sorry for the drama, but just being real. It hurts to feel. Your body curls up and your mind goes apeshit and breathing either gets super fast or nonexistent. You can’t eat right and your stomach hurts and you shake or you check out completely. You are sweating then cold then hot all over again. Our bodies have the most blatant reaction to this sensation.
Read MoreThis past week, I had three different people ask me to talk about anger. My Aries moon was thrilled because for the first time in my life I felt at peace with the anger that was in me. For so long, I divorced myself from anger and prided myself on it.
Read MoreI have struggled my whole life with loving myself, anxiety, self-worth, and self-esteem. I’m sure you know what that feels like. I turned to spirituality and self-help gurus for help, and all I got was people telling me to “just love myself.” Does anyone else feel that frustration? Just change your thoughts! Just be happy! Just do better! Just feel better! Mmm. It felt like this big secret that I could never quite get in on. Like everyone else could just love themselves but I couldn’t figure out the how.
Read MoreWhen life gets hectic and you need to feel strong — ground. Welcome to Aries season, a month with an Aries new moon, and planets moving into Aries, and some wild retrogrades moving into Taurus season. All this fiery, initiating, impulsive energy can leave us begging for some earthy grounding. Sometimes life is a beautiful whirlwind that can leave us feeling muddled up.
Read MoreWhat is your biggest dream in life? What has stopped you form pursuing that dream? At the risk of sounding like a self-help extraordinaire, I am going to do my best to not have this sound like a “you can do anything just get your ass up and do it” kind of post. Rather, this is about the very real, very hard-to-let-go-of thoughts that come up whenever we’re about to do something big. It’s like a gag reflex in the face of something great — the thoughts come up and then it is our job to notice them and work through it. The world needs you to do your damn thing, it’s what you came here to do, my love! These thoughts have a name.., are you ready?
Read MoreLet’s get into the actual power of ritual. The reality of this magic in the mundane. I’m sure if you’re on this journey with me, you have some interest in magic and ritual. I do make ritual kits and host ceremonies every month. Maybe something in you sparks when you hear the word magic, or maybe the old way soothes your soul and wakes up a remembrance, or maybe the whole idea of a ritual is really freaking weird and the whole thing turns you off. Well, I’m here to tell you about the actual healing science of this magic.
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